{"text":"So I let my shame own me, kill me, wilt me away into a thousand dead flakes, knowing if I kept it all in, she would never have to learn the dirtiness that was forever inside me--the bad, the ugly, the twisted. She could go on living her life happy, just like she deserved.","author":"Jessica Sorensen","tags":["dirty","emotional pain","guilt","rape","raped","shame","silence","trauma"],"id":36301,"author_id":"Jessica+Sorensen"}