{"author":"S.M. Parker","author_id":"S.M.+Parker","total_quotes":7,"quotes":[{"text":"Darkness doesn't have fingers that twist into my flesh.","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["ya"],"id":1817,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"},{"text":"I retreat to my room and lock the door. Lying on my bed, my brain cyclones with thoughts of men and boys and boys and men. All making the wrong choices.","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["ya"],"id":173030,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"},{"text":"The weight of her expectations crumble me. I've always done the right thing. She expects me to make good choices but I don't even know what good choices look like...","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["expectations"],"id":204163,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"},{"text":"Lying on my bed, my brain cyclones with thoughts of men and boys and boys and men. All making the wrong choices.","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["love","ya"],"id":217584,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"},{"text":"It's not the game, Zee. It's the fame. Everyone wants to be affiliated with a winner.","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["fame","game","winner"],"id":380683,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"},{"text":"A small metal marble pinballs within my chest, banging and clanging against all the routes inside me.","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["love","ya"],"id":415858,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"},{"text":"His chair glides a few inches closer and he's in my face, all shoulders and cologne.","author":"S.M. Parker","tags":["love","ya"],"id":432253,"author_id":"S.M.+Parker"}],"pagination":{"page":1,"page_size":10,"total":7,"pages":1}}